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you know, I'm just sick of this emotional rolercoaster. As much as I told people I'm okay now about telling my dad, it's not true. I am heartbroken. I just cannot look him in the eyes anymore.
and it all goes downhill from there.
I want in Governor's School, I want a fucking boyfriend, I want better grades, I want to be ON THE FUCKING ROAD, I want to be independant, I want, I want. GUH. I want the GSA to work without a lawsuit.
I'm just being selfish. But! I never am, so I think I have a right to this one time. I just want what I want and I'm sick of just being here and taking all the shit I do.
BLAH.
and it all goes downhill from there.
I want in Governor's School, I want a fucking boyfriend, I want better grades, I want to be ON THE FUCKING ROAD, I want to be independant, I want, I want. GUH. I want the GSA to work without a lawsuit.
I'm just being selfish. But! I never am, so I think I have a right to this one time. I just want what I want and I'm sick of just being here and taking all the shit I do.
BLAH.