venting post (read at your own risk)
i am so frustrated with everything that is going on at my stupid church,it is all that i am going to be able to do to stya through the summer. it seems one person A of the youthgroup leadership, has no balls, and it seems that person B of the youthgroup leadership has person A by the balls!
it is pissing me off, i will give my opinion on something and it is completly passed on then the youthpastors "girlfriend" says the exact same thing and everybody shits about it saying it is the best idea anybody has had yet. i guess that i am also supposed to be some kind of freeking mind reader that knows when these all important "staff" meetings are, and also i don't get the point of my being at any staff meetings becuse my input is never listened to, and if we even get to anything that the highschool does it is only for a brief minute that they are mentioned, and they are only mentioned because a "trip" that has been planned for the jr high might be able to include the high schoolers.
and for another thing i am sick of leaders hiding behind stupid diplomatic bullshit that they use to push people away. if you don't want someone to go to kickback, grow some fucking balls and tell her to her face!!!
don't use this lame ass excuse of "well if your family goes, then you can go" oh wait her sister is going and to me that constitutes family. so don't fucking pout because there was a loophole in your gay ass master plan of diplomatic bullshit.
and for another thing this kickback is something i am not looking forward too really. all of a sudden we have these completely full schedules of wehre we have to be and what we have to be doing. this is not even a "kickback" it is all about a big fucking schedule that has been completely overfilled with mindless crap.
it is pissing me off, i will give my opinion on something and it is completly passed on then the youthpastors "girlfriend" says the exact same thing and everybody shits about it saying it is the best idea anybody has had yet. i guess that i am also supposed to be some kind of freeking mind reader that knows when these all important "staff" meetings are, and also i don't get the point of my being at any staff meetings becuse my input is never listened to, and if we even get to anything that the highschool does it is only for a brief minute that they are mentioned, and they are only mentioned because a "trip" that has been planned for the jr high might be able to include the high schoolers.
and for another thing i am sick of leaders hiding behind stupid diplomatic bullshit that they use to push people away. if you don't want someone to go to kickback, grow some fucking balls and tell her to her face!!!
don't use this lame ass excuse of "well if your family goes, then you can go" oh wait her sister is going and to me that constitutes family. so don't fucking pout because there was a loophole in your gay ass master plan of diplomatic bullshit.
and for another thing this kickback is something i am not looking forward too really. all of a sudden we have these completely full schedules of wehre we have to be and what we have to be doing. this is not even a "kickback" it is all about a big fucking schedule that has been completely overfilled with mindless crap.