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Im not even really sure why im updating this but i am... you know how you have these great plans for how your lifes gonna go and then its just like i dunno you start to doubt yourself after soo many people tell you that you wont succeede at what you want to do more than anything. Thats kinda where im at right now for years all ive wanted is to be great at my guitar playing and just get up on stage and let people here what i had to say but no one wants to help me support that goal. dont get me wrong my parents bought my guitar and im happy for that but they never are like yes you will succede every time i talk to my dad he tells me how its never gonna happen its like what the fuck asshole, like he never had dreams? this is something i really want like i would kill for it i just wish one person would belive in me right now. I am determined i will succede i will show all you disbelivers so fuck anyone that says i cant. i think im going to quit my band and try to start a new one no one in this band shares my same goals. they arent detirmened and there ok with being mediocre im not