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Yesterday and today has been the hardest past two day's since my grandpa died. Terrences last day here was yesterday. He left this morning around 4AM. I've been a wreck ever since he left. I just don't know what to do. Hopefully I will be going to see him before summer, if not, I go spend most of the summer with him in Washington. But to stop the tears for a bit, and attempt to get my mind off things, I did this...

p.s. I am also watching that one church show on TV. Where the guy get's people with "problems" and grabs their forehead, mumbles a few words, then throws them on the ground, and they are miraculously healed. This show pisses me off, it's so stupid, such bullshit.



copied from ms. cobb.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

• chasta
• pilon
• cheesecake.. i love you terrence

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

x she said sex

x lyke omgz

dinosawwrr

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

i'm the kind of person that will stay a kid forever.

I have the most amazing boyfriend and love of my life.

I don't judge, everyone is perfect in their own ways.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

short temper, face, weight!.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

english

french

polish!!!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

being alone.

watching scarry movies when I'm not with Corrine !

losing someone or something that means everything to me.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

brushing of ze teeth.

laughing with my mom (or friends will work sometimes)

all the memories of a boy I hold so tightly to my heart.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

Terrence's huge Spirit hoodie and his AE Hellrose Jeans...

Siouxsie and the Banshee's T-shirt.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle boxers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):

the blood brothers

hellogoodbye

tegan and sara, the unicorns, metallica, blindside, him, death cab for cutie, massive attack, siouxsie and the banshee's, ICAN'TPICKJUSTTHREE!!!!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

Nothing Else Matters-Metallica

Call n' Return- hellogoodbye

Inertia Creeps-Massive Attack

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

Spend a month or two in Spokane, Washington with Terrence.

Pass sophmore year.

live life at its best with the people that mean the most.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

trust

the ability to be yourself around them and play with animal crackers and blow each other's noses

being attached from the second you lay eyes on each other..

___the best part is, I have all this =)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:

i'm in love

i hate fighting with people

i wish I had better friends.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

smiles

eyes

laughs.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

give into rumor's.

care if people dislike me or something about me.

go without laughing or smiling.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

being with or talking to the 3 loves of my life (twb, cnj, or krt)

falling in love with music.

sleeping next to an amazing boy.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

go to spokane and make a boy smile.

go to spokane and kiss a boy. 

go to spokane and hug a boy.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

photography 

computers

HOUSE WIFE!>? hah

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

spokane

washington

99209

THREE KID'S NAMES:

luke

riley

hannah

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

contribute to the world

change someone, or something for the better.

die happily married and in love.

THE USUAL..
Birthdate: july 27
Zodiac Sign: leo!
Hair Color: dark brown and whiteish blonde
Eye Color: blue
Piercings: just ears
Tattoos: nada

THE LOOKS..
Freckles: in the summerrrrr.

THE RANDOM..
Do you press down hard when you write? sometimes
whats on your keychain? a tropical house key, a plain house key, car key's, a purple bead lizard someone made me, crayon ribbon, mailbox key's, mexico keychain, Oscar the Grouch key lanyard, and a quarter!
Have you ever worked for a resturaunt? no, i havn't even worked.
Do you have a pencil blister? nooo school's out for spring break, don't do much writin.
Do you do drugs? not recently
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? not anymore, or recently
Do you have a CD burner? yesum
Who hates you? I'm sure a lot of people, like Ashley Hanson !
How many buddies are on your buddy list? 159

THE RELATIONSHIPS OR LOVE
Are you currently in love? yes
Your Crush: twb, bitches.
Do you believe in love at first sight? I think it was more along the lines of love at first IM.

THE LAST..
thing you ate: cinnamon rolls
thing you drank: chocolate milk
thing you said: "I love you too, with all my heart."
person you saw: mom
person who called you: Terrence
person to ride in your car: what car?
car you rode in other than your own: Terrences moms rental car !
told you they loved you: Terrence
movie you watched: Pearl Harbor <3
movie you saw in the theatre: I don't remember?!
Person you gave the finger: Terrence, followed by a thumbs up.
Person who gave you the finger: Terrence.
Song heard: Hellogoodbye- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn.