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two years ago yesterday i experienced the worst day of my life, well it's one of them. it's tied with another. but i didn't do anything to remember her. and my mom said she would be mad at me, but she was only half kidding. and it hit me today that i didn't do anything, even though i knew. i don't know. and does it still count if i do it a couple days later? if i can even manage to do that. i've been breaking my own rule of not having any expectations. it's difficult to do and i can't help but get excited, obviously, it's only natural. but it has to be done because it's hitting too hard. and i think it always will.
this real creep moved downstairs and i think his creep of a brother is living there too even though it's only supposed to be one guy. he keeps blowing fuses and it makes some of our stuff shut off. and the other day he had really loud music on and we could hear it in the living room through the floor. and when i come home late at night his lights are always still on. and his car hasn't moved in days. and i'm gonna go eat popcorn and watch degrassi because i am sad.
this real creep moved downstairs and i think his creep of a brother is living there too even though it's only supposed to be one guy. he keeps blowing fuses and it makes some of our stuff shut off. and the other day he had really loud music on and we could hear it in the living room through the floor. and when i come home late at night his lights are always still on. and his car hasn't moved in days. and i'm gonna go eat popcorn and watch degrassi because i am sad.