you don't have to read this if you don't want to
is it weird that i feel guilty for not updating in my lj as much asmy myspace..wow i suck i can;t believe i just typed that..anyways, this is probably going to be really boring cause i have no real reason to update.
in emo news, i am going to the promise ring show tomorrow night, shut up... i wil be sure to wear a scarf and hoodie combo and velcro shoes.
in white trash news, we still have not turned on our heat..when i am home, i am usually in my bed under my heating blanket now..has everyone else turned on their heat?? should i turn it on??
i missed the ted leo show last night which i am pissed about but its ok because im sure we wouldve seen matts ex there cause she seems to go to every fucking show we go to and i wasnt in the mood to see her, but am i ever really?
i am goign to be in bg all thanksgiving weekend and i am hoping everyone will be around..i dont want to be sitting at downtown alone, although that would probably be impossible seeing as how im friends with brandon and he might pay rent there, im not sure..i love him.
my computer crashed and my itunes is gone, and my ipod broke so all THAT music is gone too and i want to cry. i dont know what to do,,what are the odds of both of those things happening at once..ugh.
i have decided i hate my bedroom here in chicago so much..i fucking hate how small city bedrooms are,, there is no room for any of my shit and its impossible to keep clean and its too small to hang out in,,ahh i miss my 311 room so much..
i am so excited for everyone to get done with school already so i can see where everyone is goign ot live..i want to live with some of you guys next year so bad! i dont even remember whos all graduating at this point..i dont even know where im going to be next year..
i am actually starting to make friends in chicago..granted they all went to bg but hey! it sucks that just as i am starting to reallyhave fun here(aside from shows) it starts getting freezing out. i am hoping over christmas break all of you decide to visit for a few days! well all have money to shop!!can you imagine?! i forget what it feels like to buy soemthing cause you like it instead of needing it!i need a raise so bad.
im so pale i look like the kids from flowers in the attic.
i wish you guys could see how i have to dress for work.it is pitiful..imagine me tryign to turn clothes i already have into business casual..uhhh doesnt work...i look so trashy and all my clothes are 30 years old..at least no one says anything to me about it..
tom vek is sunday night!! i wish andrea and ben would be here for it!
basically the biggest update i have is that i will be home for thanksgiving (by home i mena bg) and it is the highlite of my month and i cant fucking wait to see everyone..ahhh!
*K
in emo news, i am going to the promise ring show tomorrow night, shut up... i wil be sure to wear a scarf and hoodie combo and velcro shoes.
in white trash news, we still have not turned on our heat..when i am home, i am usually in my bed under my heating blanket now..has everyone else turned on their heat?? should i turn it on??
i missed the ted leo show last night which i am pissed about but its ok because im sure we wouldve seen matts ex there cause she seems to go to every fucking show we go to and i wasnt in the mood to see her, but am i ever really?
i am goign to be in bg all thanksgiving weekend and i am hoping everyone will be around..i dont want to be sitting at downtown alone, although that would probably be impossible seeing as how im friends with brandon and he might pay rent there, im not sure..i love him.
my computer crashed and my itunes is gone, and my ipod broke so all THAT music is gone too and i want to cry. i dont know what to do,,what are the odds of both of those things happening at once..ugh.
i have decided i hate my bedroom here in chicago so much..i fucking hate how small city bedrooms are,, there is no room for any of my shit and its impossible to keep clean and its too small to hang out in,,ahh i miss my 311 room so much..
i am so excited for everyone to get done with school already so i can see where everyone is goign ot live..i want to live with some of you guys next year so bad! i dont even remember whos all graduating at this point..i dont even know where im going to be next year..
i am actually starting to make friends in chicago..granted they all went to bg but hey! it sucks that just as i am starting to reallyhave fun here(aside from shows) it starts getting freezing out. i am hoping over christmas break all of you decide to visit for a few days! well all have money to shop!!can you imagine?! i forget what it feels like to buy soemthing cause you like it instead of needing it!i need a raise so bad.
im so pale i look like the kids from flowers in the attic.
i wish you guys could see how i have to dress for work.it is pitiful..imagine me tryign to turn clothes i already have into business casual..uhhh doesnt work...i look so trashy and all my clothes are 30 years old..at least no one says anything to me about it..
tom vek is sunday night!! i wish andrea and ben would be here for it!
basically the biggest update i have is that i will be home for thanksgiving (by home i mena bg) and it is the highlite of my month and i cant fucking wait to see everyone..ahhh!
*K