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im just in one of them moods agian i have been all weekend liz was in town yesterday so i saw her and she had pictures from last time she was here and one of me and jeff and it sucks cause it a really good picture and it just had me crying all day and then on sat. i went and saw breakup with his mom i wasnt ready to watch a movie on breaking up i cried most the and i just couldnt stop it and i know tj can tell when im thinking about it i hate that im doing it but i really cant help it and all weekend jeffs mom has been yelling at me about smoking and i guess she thinks im doing other things and that bugs me when people i thought knew me better think im doing things im not so i was crying over that and its just been a long weekend and i just want to take a break and pause life but thats not possiable well notthing left to say