Confusion/
We talked all about it Saturday night. The idea that I had in my mind all this time is now starting to scare the hell out of me. I have been asking myself is this what I really want? The scary part about this is how do I know for sure this is real? Sounded like a dream at the time, perhaps a means to an end? Or the start of a new beginning? What if I wake up and it's all gone? Will I be strong enough to survive?