Dec 25, 2005 21:23
christmas was fine. sept seeing this picture that was taken in like late july. holy shit, someone please reassure me im not that fat anymore. and dont say i wasnt fat then cuz i saw waht i looked like...i must have weighed 200 lbs. i look better now right?
either way im determined to lose weight and inches.
i only eat one meal a day anyway..i dono why i havent gotten any smaller. its not cuz im trying i just cant eat more than once a day. and im slightly more active than before. ill be working out with anastasia three times a week starting tommorow too. FOR SURE. we HAVE to.
uh, i was fine till i saw that picture. i feel horrible now.