Dec 17, 2005 02:52
this is for you, you betrayed me.and i still came back and said id be there for you cuz i was worried about you since you did such a mean thing-it must mean you need some support from a friend right?, but your too coward to swallow your pride. talking to me would only force you to admit to yourself that im a great person, and a great catch, that you lost your chance with cuz you FUCKED UP ROYALLY. its your huge fucking loss. i can do better anyway,and maybe ill land a guy im actually attracted to. nonetheless you really hurt me, i trusted you like a best friend and more....fuck you:
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I tell you how I feel, but you don't care
I say tell me the truth but you don' t dare
You say love is a hell you cannot bear
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
I have never been so insulted in all my life
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride
FIRST YOU RUN LIKE A FOOL JUST TO BE AT MY SIDE
NOW YOU RUN LIKE A FOOL BUT YOU JUST RUN TO HIDE, AND I CANT ABIDE
I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stiffled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
Don't make it a big deal, don't be so sensitive
We're not playing a game anymore; you don't have to be so defensive
Don't you plead me your case, don't bother to explain
Don't even show me your face, 'cuz it's a crying shame
Just go back to the rock from under which you came
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim --
and don't forget the blame
I got my feet on the ground, and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds, and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise
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you have no idea what your missing. and when you try to find out, cuz you will (i can see it in your eyes), unless theres a miracle, you wont know. too many ppl have fucked me over, as i said in the last entry, thats not happening anymore, if anyone-even the best of freinds or loves-hurts me like this again i wont come back,and im turning cold on you in an instant,you better believe i will stand up for myself. oh yes...