Matsumura Hokuto / Brutus
Translated Hokuto’s Part on Brutus, this one is particularly hard for me to translate
From long time ago, women like to say “Men are just like children” but (I think) children are superior.
Back then I used to long for myself to become an adult, but right now I adore the child version of myself. This year I was able to determine good and bad things more, and there were many instances when I chose the good things but sometimes I tend to have malicious thoughts while doing it. It’s not an excuse for me of wanting to do bad things but when a child thinks its a good thing they will just do it, according to their intuition. With such innocence, I think the old me was a better guy than the current me. Though its unusual, I adore children.
My job’s jinx is to “not tell”, up until now I used to tell my family about the auditions that I took but there were many instances where the results were unsuccessful, my grade is lower than the expectation, or it became a regrettable thing thats why I have decided on “not to tell”
I think I’ll be attracted to girls with similar vibes as mine. The wall may be thick but that person is also sociable....that kind of person (laugh). So I would like to be in a relationship where you can forgive someone’s bad part out of love. As a human you most likely have bad traits but to be able to love someone wholly is the ideal. For instance when I shop I like to bargain, “I was able to get it cheap” while hat side of me-who’s having fun with it- might be lame, (she would think) “but because of this person it’s possible” that would be the best.