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ever wish you had super powers? not so people would think you were neat, or whatever... just so you could actually make a difference? make the bad guys finally pay.. ya know? \
i feel so helpless sometimes because all i can do for you is hurt. i cant fix problems, i dont give great advise... all i can do is just feel some of your pain for you... i wish for once i could make things better... the people who deserve the world are getting hosed, and the jerks, and liars, and cheaters, have everything..
God is a funny dude, if you think about it. He just sorta watches us flip out about stupid things, worry about things we cant control. try to fix problems that arent ours to begin with.. we try to get money and stuff and "cool" friends because to us, it all equals points and the more points we have, the "better" we are..
i bet he laughs his ass off when he takes a good look at us.
its almost like we treat life like a life boat, theres 6 people trying to get in, and only 5 can stay.. so who gets to stay on? the people with the most points...
think about how many selfishly-motivated things we do... everyday...
selling our time for money, which we trade back for points, only so we dont get booted out of the lifeboat...
im tired of it.
screw however many points i have,
this is me: i drive an old truck, i have 3 dollars, i listen to lame music, i worry.. alot, im scared people wont like me, im scared that if i really look at myself, i wont like me... and the list goes on...
im so tired of people trying to figure out how many points i have.. who gives a crap about who i associate with. we have all put ourselves on a really poorly done version of survivor...
think of how miserable this mindset is... only do something, if it benifits you.
how many people do we know like that? why do we still support them by laughing at their jokes that put down other people, or hang out with clicks of people that your either "in" or "out"
im sick of it. i want people who know me to love me, because they know the real me.
and the people that dont like me, i want them not to like me because they know me, and they dont like it. but only after given the same chance they would give anyone, regardless of how many points i have.
im done.
for now.
-ben!
i feel so helpless sometimes because all i can do for you is hurt. i cant fix problems, i dont give great advise... all i can do is just feel some of your pain for you... i wish for once i could make things better... the people who deserve the world are getting hosed, and the jerks, and liars, and cheaters, have everything..
God is a funny dude, if you think about it. He just sorta watches us flip out about stupid things, worry about things we cant control. try to fix problems that arent ours to begin with.. we try to get money and stuff and "cool" friends because to us, it all equals points and the more points we have, the "better" we are..
i bet he laughs his ass off when he takes a good look at us.
its almost like we treat life like a life boat, theres 6 people trying to get in, and only 5 can stay.. so who gets to stay on? the people with the most points...
think about how many selfishly-motivated things we do... everyday...
selling our time for money, which we trade back for points, only so we dont get booted out of the lifeboat...
im tired of it.
screw however many points i have,
this is me: i drive an old truck, i have 3 dollars, i listen to lame music, i worry.. alot, im scared people wont like me, im scared that if i really look at myself, i wont like me... and the list goes on...
im so tired of people trying to figure out how many points i have.. who gives a crap about who i associate with. we have all put ourselves on a really poorly done version of survivor...
think of how miserable this mindset is... only do something, if it benifits you.
how many people do we know like that? why do we still support them by laughing at their jokes that put down other people, or hang out with clicks of people that your either "in" or "out"
im sick of it. i want people who know me to love me, because they know the real me.
and the people that dont like me, i want them not to like me because they know me, and they dont like it. but only after given the same chance they would give anyone, regardless of how many points i have.
im done.
for now.
-ben!