The New Year
The New Year is here an it feels like it did last year…I look back on everything that has happened and well…lets just say I hope I’ve learned my lesson! I try to re-evaluate my past experiences and grow from them best I can. And the New Year is a new start. I want to live my life to the fullest and live carefree without drama, and well just live ‘cause you never know what tomorrow will bring.
Well I haven’t updated in a loooong time so I figure I might as well get back into the habit. This is for you Tay…
ThuRsDaY
Went to work, then to Leiter’s to work BinGo with Tay. Her and I were kinda having a rough night so we had some friends pick us up some liquor…lol Yea, Yea I know doesn’t solve anything but it’s been awhile. We played Circle of Death and Beer Pong and well just got totally shit faced. Kenny and Allan were havin a ball until the end. Allan kept fuckin up the game and had to keep drinkin and Kenny quick after two because he had to drive my drunken ass home. J Kinda sounds like the old days…haha! And to make it even more old school…the TrIo was drinkin together! The first in a year! I was like WoW!! After Ashley puked a couple of times she headed home and I stayed at Kenny’s. Not a major hang over I was really impressed…lol. When Tay was drunk that night she re-injured her knee. While tossing around...lol I’ve never heard her scream that loud in my life. That made me sober up real quick! But all in all it was an awesome night! It was like the old times I guess that’s why I had so much fun. Plus it was with Tay J
FrIdaY
Happy Birthday to ME!!! I turned 19! Kenny took me to Dinner at the Olive Garden and then he took me shopping at the FSK mall. We shopped for like 4 hours. Lol He definitely knows my weakness…We went to Target and I got my NeW digital camera and then went to PetsMart and bought my lil’ Ollie baby some new toys and treats and a bed J He loved it all…that’s cause mommy picked it out…haha! I love that little dog. Afterwards Kenny dropped me off at Tay’s house and we got ready together and Allan, Tay, Kenny, Dru and Phil took me to a strip club…lol Fun Fun! I had a ball! Allan was going to buy me a HoT SeaT…I was going to be so mad if someone did that to me. That’s why I think he was going to do it. But oh well.I was satisfied though it didn’t happen. We left about two hours later and we went to Waffle House afterwards. We had a few laughs let me tell you. This white boy was totally gangsta and Tay def had to pick out that he was wearing his dorag on wrong and Allan made a comment after that and the white boy kicked the bathroom door open and about feel over and was like “one ya’ll got a problem” Wow, I stopped laughin real quick. He looked like a woman beater. It wasn’t funny then but it’s funny now.
SaTuRdaY
Lazed around and cleaned house. Washed clothes and watched some TV. Boring day…Until New Years Eve Baby!!! Hung out with my baby Kenny and went to the rink to see Patty. Chilled there for a bit and wanted to go to Tay’s but we were gonna fucked if the cops came and her house is known for that to happen so I just texted her a good bit and Kenny and I went to Sheetz, waited for like 45 minutes for hour fucked food. Never go to the old Sheetz on off a Pennsylvania Ave. They are poo! Lol After that we headed to Kenny’s watched the ball drop and headed to bed…I wish I would have went to Tay’s or Dru’s L But it was still nice!
SuNdaY
Went out to lunch with Tay, Dru and Kenny. Outback Baby! It was fun, talked about stupid shit and Tay being her goofy out spoken self that she is. Gosh! Tay and I headed to her moms house after we left there and the boys did there own thing. I went over to Scott’s to say bye after I took Tay home. I was so caught up in my own shit that I didn’t realize he was leaving. L Kenny is happy he’s gone. I’m sad but I know that’s what he wants. He said that he wished he would have be a reserved but you can’t change it now, just deal. I’m proud of him though. We have memories to last a lifetime. He’s like my treasure chest of thoughts. It’s cool. But now I’ve moved on. I knew sooner or later I would and finally I did. Yeah! For me! But bye bye Scott…I’m gonna miss him…
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Hello…
Playground school bell rings, again
Rain clouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
Don't cry...
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here, all that's left