And I cried.

May 17, 2007 10:39

I've finally let the tears out.

Yesterday was my last day of school (sadly I have now to get ready for the exams) and everyone was like "Oh Céline, you look sad today. Is it because it's the last day of school?" Well, I wish it was. I was wondering if I wouldn't deny the finale and leave CJ where we were left at the end of DOA, as there was hope for WoJo, Jordan calling her father, great tension between Nigel & Kate and a happy ending for LilyBug. Still, I did not go home on Wednesday night, so I guess deep down inside me I needed to see the finale. I stayed at my student room for the night and downloaded the episode this morning, because here my download rate allows me to get the episode in half an hour, whereas at home I need a whole day. I must admit I was worried about seeing it, as I thought it would be a cliff-hanger with everyone trapped in the mountain (and on the NBC site, the backstage video said "Jill, Jerry and Miguel talk about the cliff-hanger".

I've finished watching it 30 minutes ago, and I'm relived now. Well, not exactly as I would rather have another season, but I expected a lot worse. At least they were rescued and they can all have a happy ending. Sure I'd have loved to see Emily's murder solved. Sure I'd have loved to see WoJo life as a couple. Sure I'd have loved to see the Nigel/Kate relationship going. Sure I'd have loved to see Renee admitting her baby is Garret's. Sure I'd have loved to see more LilyBug. Sure I'd have loved to see a hundreed more episodes. Still, I'm happy with the ending.

I began to cry at the begining of the WoJo scene with the song "I've got these tears from a long time ago" (btw, what's the real title and who's singing?), til the end, and even after. Then I replay the scene to take the screencap I needed for the booklet of season 6 and I started crying again. Damn, I can't believe it was the last =( Oh well, life must go on. But CJ is and WILL STAY a part of my life, as it brought me so much joy and fun over the internet thanks to you all. I love you too and I'll never forget, even if I've been more of a lurker than a speaker.
I can't believe I've let myself so much into this TV show. I am not a TV person, CJ is almost the only show watch (but the very only that I watch religiously), but the writting/acting/filming/ect was so well that I couldn't help but feel and care for the characters, I'm so gonna miss it. =(

Speaking of the booklet, I was just about to print it and then there was this message saying there's no more ink. Crap. The very last thing I needed to print, and the home printer isn't as good as the one in my student room.



Okay, I feel a bit better now that I wrote it. Love to all my CJ friends =)
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