Hurray for golden goblets, and Odin, and such..
Well, I can only imagine what the emails will say tomorrow morning when I check them after this post.
So...just.......here goes:
Today was all around blah. Yes, it was my birthday and such, and all that, but it was for some reason, VERY incomplete. I don't know what it was missing, but it was missing a lot of it. I actually got choked up driving back to school. It's not that it was a bad day..it just wasn't....a great day. Normally I have really good days on my birthday...This one, I don't know. It could have been the fact that there were only what...6 people at my house beside my parents and sister? Something like 6 or 7, and one of them was one of my little cousins. Speaking of him, it might have been that more attention was payed to him than to me. I realize that sounds completely and utterly conceited and selfish, but in all realiaty, it was MY fucking birthday. It felt like no one wanted anything to do with me..........That's honestly how I felt.
I'd say the best part of today was talking to Tina on AIM, and talking to Amanda on the phone tonight. Amanda actually went to Germany at the same time I did, she also graduated from my school when we got back home.
Anyway, it was supposed to be my day, but it ended up being more about my cousin and how he could make fart noises with his armpit. How fucking...*shudders* I'm not gonna finish that, 'cuz that's got hypocrite written all over it.
Ya know, it was nice getting messages on facebook and myspace saying "Happy Birthday"....but, especially with facebook, it's not because they remembered when my birthday is...it's because it gives a fucking friends' birthday list for the next few days on the fucking homepage.
I guess I was just expecting more than for today to be...just a regular day...
Edit:
I'ma go read the book I just got. Watership Down. Read it.
So...just.......here goes:
Today was all around blah. Yes, it was my birthday and such, and all that, but it was for some reason, VERY incomplete. I don't know what it was missing, but it was missing a lot of it. I actually got choked up driving back to school. It's not that it was a bad day..it just wasn't....a great day. Normally I have really good days on my birthday...This one, I don't know. It could have been the fact that there were only what...6 people at my house beside my parents and sister? Something like 6 or 7, and one of them was one of my little cousins. Speaking of him, it might have been that more attention was payed to him than to me. I realize that sounds completely and utterly conceited and selfish, but in all realiaty, it was MY fucking birthday. It felt like no one wanted anything to do with me..........That's honestly how I felt.
I'd say the best part of today was talking to Tina on AIM, and talking to Amanda on the phone tonight. Amanda actually went to Germany at the same time I did, she also graduated from my school when we got back home.
Anyway, it was supposed to be my day, but it ended up being more about my cousin and how he could make fart noises with his armpit. How fucking...*shudders* I'm not gonna finish that, 'cuz that's got hypocrite written all over it.
Ya know, it was nice getting messages on facebook and myspace saying "Happy Birthday"....but, especially with facebook, it's not because they remembered when my birthday is...it's because it gives a fucking friends' birthday list for the next few days on the fucking homepage.
I guess I was just expecting more than for today to be...just a regular day...
Edit:
I'ma go read the book I just got. Watership Down. Read it.