Apr 18, 2006 00:16
I have had a day that has gone on to long, but not yet long enough for me.... It hasn't been as bad as some days I've had before, and yet....it's been bad enough to push my limit and make me come to complain here. I don't want to bother Katie, because the only thing that's happened bad for her today is going to school. No need to be a wet blanket, you know? So, I'm here to complain about my not so bad and yet somehow stressful day.
My computer has been messing up for a few days now. Not everything about it, just my browsers. All of them. AOL, IE, Firefox, the works. However, even as they messed up, MSN still ran damned fine. I really didn't understand it, and it's been bothering me like crazy, but now I know what was wrong.
In my cookies.....there were eight fucking thousand.....and 95% of them were from gateway or something. apparently this gateway thing has been reading my files every minute of every day for God only knows how long. All of my cookies were deleted, thanks to me, though. I wrestled mom for the computer (kinda) and won, and then deleted all the cookies. We don't know what to do about the gateway thing, though. Personally, I do not care. I might later, when I'm, less tired, but for now I don't care.
Now, stepping back to before we fixed the computer today, I fell asleep at 6 A.M., if not a bit later. I slept all day, all the way to 5 P.M., I did not do school. All through the day I woke up at least half a dozen times, probably more, and would lay awake in bed for awhile after that before falling asleep again. As a result I am a very, very tired person, which is the only reason I didn't jump up and down swearing when the computer wouldn't work.
Also, last night, sometime in the A.M. hours, my stupid evil black cat pushed my mom's dog with back problems off of the bed. He hurt himself and cannot walk too well now, and shouldn't be allowed to walk for a few days. This is a twenty pound dog now, a very unfriendly one, and I have carried him inside and outside and all around ever since I finally got up. My arms are almost like cooked noodles now, and I'm going to have to be carrying this doggie for a few long days at the very least.
Moving on....aside from all the prementioned things, ever since I woke up I have been doing the following: cooking food for my brother, cooking food for my mom, washing and drying several loads of laundry, feeding the cats, feeding the dogs, feeding the fish, watch some stupid movie, refeeding the dogs, refeeding the cats, refeeding the fish, doing the dishes, doing all the litterboxes, watering the dogs, watering the cats, cooking more food for mom, cooking some food for me, and other assorted chores.
Now, I do all of those things and more pretty much every day, but today I am a very tired person, and doing those things gets on my nerves a whole lot, especially since I have been deprived of much needed computer time. I have, at some point, passed my stress limit. I swear to God, when my cat (the evil dog pushing one) was crying for water, I went storming to the cat intending to kill it. thank the Lord I got ahold of myself and simply kissed, hugged, and watered the cat instead of strangling it.
Also, as immature as it may be, I flipped of the computer during my struggle with it. This is very abnormal for me. I do not flip of my computer, I do not even flip off my brother. It was when I flipped off the computer that I first realized I'd reached my stress limit. I have calmed down some degree by now, but I have this feeling that if one more person bitches at me (my brother, for example) or if one more thing breaks (my computer, for example) that I might very well go fucking insane and kill someone or something.
Okay. I'm done now. I've complained. I'm very calm now. That's a lie, but I'd like to believe it. Whether or not this helped, I can't say for sure, but either way I'm done now. Till next time I crack, farwell!