Things may start to look up. I saw a LJ haiku generator, so I wrote my own (insted of using theirs):
Sadness Trumps Lonely
Hope leads us blindly forward
Beauty will find me
The world suddenly feels open. Choices? Directions? Who knows. Maybe my plans for the immediate future are only for just that. But maybe, just maybe, things will pan out, I will get what I ultimately want, I will move to the next stage of my life. Until then, I am just floundering, but floundering hard and fun, wild and crazy, making the most of treading water.
Why is this on LiveJournal and now
SixQ.Net? Maybe I know less people read this; maybe I'm less likely to ruffle the wrong tailfeathers. Not that my vagaries point anywhere just yet.
But I feel hope. That's all I need for now. (And a nap.)