Writing smut is so damn hard I wanna bow my head down to all of you writers who wrote them like they're the easiest thing a person can do on earth. TT_____TT Like seriously.. why so hard?? Damn it. I so can't write anything R and above *claws my eyes out*
Actually, I already finished my first attempt at smut butttttt.. I wasn't satisfied with it and so I didn't post it up. When I read it over and over, it seemed so crappy and rubbish and shitty *knocks head on the wall* So I cursed, cursed, cursed and wrote a new one. And it's way better than the first, I think. I am still editing. Will post it up soon. (Though it's hard to write I'm kinda glad I agreed on doing this one because sometimes, just sometimes, putting myself out of the comfort zone feels kinda good heh)
I haven't posted anything for how many days already? I have so many works to do and so little time to do them, it reminds me why I dislike my boss so much.