All I Need In This Life of Sin...
It's been years since I've felt this happy about being with someone. For a while I just needed someone there for me, which is why I always ran back to my ex-girlfriends or whoever I was fucking at the time (or both). Now... I can't explain my happiness if it were my only way to keep it. I spend so much time with Ashley, and I've always been one to say 'you should never spend TOO much time with someone; you should keep space between yourselves before you get tired of each other' but right now, I don't mind being a hypocrite. I cannot stand being away from her, and I love every fucking minute I'm with her. I can't get enough of her. I think one of the biggest things I love about being with her is that everything is natural. I don't have to try to impress her, I don't have to have a plan with her, I don't need to be someone I'm not, I don't have to hide anything. I just don't have to anything. It's pretty scary how crazy I am about this girl and I have sworn to myself that I would never let myself fall this hard again, but this girl has given me reason to take that oath and just step the shit out of it. We haven't even been together for a month, and I feel things for her that took me forever to feel with any girl from my past. This girl blows my fucking mind away. I love it.
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