Apr 21, 2009 21:18
Lately, everything has been getting better. Nothing has bothered me like it used to. Work is a pain, but it's work, it can be a pain to anyone and everyone. okay okay okay... juicy stuff
Her name's Ashley, she's beautiful, 20, annnnnd just so happens to be my manager. -_-
Anywho, us hanging out was never anything special, I thought she was hot but I figured I wasn't in her league at all so I didn't even think about it. The more we hung out, the more I started liking her. Honestly, we spend so much time together, and I'm not sure if she feels the same way about me. I'm scared to bring it up, because I don't want anything to change. But we've held hands and omg it felt so good to have that feeling rush throughout my body. It's been so long.. ugh. I hate going crazy for someone and not knowing what to do, or what will happen but I love it at the same time, the chase brings the best out of me. She brings the best out of me. Everytime we hang out, we have the best time, even if we do nothing. Ugh. I want to hold her hand now. Kbye.