umm....arggg....ugh....
umm..this will be a long entry.sorry to those who don't like long entereis.lol..but it seems necessary.
it has come to my attention that some people just do not know how to be friends! First...the people that don't no how to be friends..LEARN..cuz in high you will have no friends. I try to be your friend and shit..but you just don't seem to see that if i don't talk to you for one second...or don't include you in EVERY little thing...that i am NOT mad at you...nor do i hate you. I don't even know how you can even think like that...and if you for some terrible reason see it that way..than ASK ME ABOUT IT..don't just assume that im mad at you..and then not talk to me to get even. that's so GAY and retarded. if you have something to say..say it..don't hide behind my false actions and never spoken words, just to make yourself look all mighty and that you don't really care. When the truth is, if you didn't really care..then you would just realize that im not mad at you..and to get over the fact that for once..i don't talk to you ALL the time..or include you in EVERYTHING. Im very sorry if that hurts your feelings or makes you upset..but that's just the way i am..and im NOT going to change so you can temporary happiness and then once again get mad at me for nothing. I can't even believe that i actually put this on my lj..because i care sooooo LITTLE that it seems so dumb-founded for me to do this. But hopefully this is will let you see how i feel, if you even read it..which im not counting on your doing..and then maybe you can realize that im not mad at you..nor do i give a shit if you are mad at me because of the fact that i have a life SEPARATE from you!*********this is not ONE person in particular..but umm...rather..THREE PEOPLE.*****
it has come to my attention that some people just do not know how to be friends! First...the people that don't no how to be friends..LEARN..cuz in high you will have no friends. I try to be your friend and shit..but you just don't seem to see that if i don't talk to you for one second...or don't include you in EVERY little thing...that i am NOT mad at you...nor do i hate you. I don't even know how you can even think like that...and if you for some terrible reason see it that way..than ASK ME ABOUT IT..don't just assume that im mad at you..and then not talk to me to get even. that's so GAY and retarded. if you have something to say..say it..don't hide behind my false actions and never spoken words, just to make yourself look all mighty and that you don't really care. When the truth is, if you didn't really care..then you would just realize that im not mad at you..and to get over the fact that for once..i don't talk to you ALL the time..or include you in EVERYTHING. Im very sorry if that hurts your feelings or makes you upset..but that's just the way i am..and im NOT going to change so you can temporary happiness and then once again get mad at me for nothing. I can't even believe that i actually put this on my lj..because i care sooooo LITTLE that it seems so dumb-founded for me to do this. But hopefully this is will let you see how i feel, if you even read it..which im not counting on your doing..and then maybe you can realize that im not mad at you..nor do i give a shit if you are mad at me because of the fact that i have a life SEPARATE from you!*********this is not ONE person in particular..but umm...rather..THREE PEOPLE.*****