Incomplete
As I was just stuffing my face with my chocolate chip chwey bar I felt different somehow. So I thought and Mike came into mind. That's when it hit me, the feeling that I am feeling is bieng incomplete. I am laying on my big bed and it is much to big for just me. I feel so alone plus incomplete. And I just realized I am never going to be 100% happy until I am with him. I have this feeling, something my heart is telling me, when Mike and I are toether I will no longer feel lonely and unwated. I'll be right where I belong...with Mike.......As I just layed here for like 5 minutes I just thought, when I wath TV I see couples who one used to love the other while their significant other still does. I guess what I'm getting at is, I'm afraid Mike will gow tired of me and I do not want him to leave me, I cannot have that happen. I would be so devastated. I would more than likely become depressed and suicidal. But then again this is just one of the few concerns I have.