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oh my god! i feel so hurt that i can't oh i'm crying so badly! he hurt me! he told me he loved me and that he wouldn't hurt me, but he lied! he's just like the rest of them! i thought that he was different, i thought that he was the one...how could i let myself feel like this for a guy AGAIN!! i can't stand this i'm only 15 and i've been through so much pain of "love" that by the time that i get old enough i won't even believe in love. i loved him! i actually LOVED HIM!!! how can a guy do this to a guy?!?! how can they not feel guilty about what they do to a girl. they mix with their feelings and only play with them!!! THIS SUCKS!! oh tomorrow i'm going to be so depressed and emotional! i can't stand the thought of this! it hurts wayyyy to much!! i'm hurt i can't put it into words just how hurt i am. my heart is actually aching, my stomach is in a lot of pain like someone just stabbed me with a knife! *tear* please don't anyone mess with me tomorrow unless you want to see me cry.