Life

May 18, 2006 07:35

If a person becomes "dark" they will always have a part of them that will always remain dark. No matter how old they are no matter where they are. You can never try to fix what is permanentaly damaged. You can try to cover it up just saying that it is all lies, but in truth they will always know it is the truth. I was just thinking about that on the way to school this morning. I thought to myself, in 3 years will I still be the same person that I am today or will I change a great deal? But I knew that no matter who I later became that I would still have this dark side to me for the rest of my life. I know this is something that I can deal with because it truely isn't that bad.
Yesterday I talked to Mike for the first time in a long while. We had a crazy conversation about tons of stuff. I am saving up to see him hopefully this summer and I asked him, "What are you going to tell your parents when I get there?" And he's all like, "I'll just tell them that you'll be staying with us for a couple of weeks." I was just like Ah that's sad cause they need to know who I am. They just can't know me as this girl from Amercia and not even know why I am there. I'm just hoping that by the time I do get the money that he will tell his parents who I am and why I'm there. It would be really nice of him, fo shizzle!!! Well, I'm going to try to get Lauren off the computer. Peace home dogs!!!
Love always & 4ever,
BrittSkit
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