meh
Today isnt starting out real good.... Ive been sick for 2 days now, im trying to stay positive but thus is hard cause of being sick, my allergies are worst than ever i had an hour sleep in 2 days not impressed with that :S ,i fell asleep at 9 this morning cause it was too hot and my stomac was killing me then my brother decides to play his ps2 game Full blast so all i heard was tires screetching man im not a happy camper but ohwell so i fall back asleep a little bit after that and my dad wakes me up and tells me this"See all those patches in the basement you need to sand all of it!" Oye so im waiting till my reactine pill kicks in so i can go do this all sick and gross feeling but oh well. And yesterday i pissed off trisha i didnt mean too but i did with that stupid msn face she hates, so i feel horrible for that i didnt think it angerd her that much. Most of my friends dont want to see me for a while Thus means i wont be going intown for a little bit, oh well shit happends, Sometimes i just feel useless and just not wanted its odd cause usualy i dont care bout these things but it just hit me and i gotta think things through now. People keep fucking me over they keep spending my money they owe me when i really need it , its not funn specially when some one owes you 500$ now that sucks
i guess i just need some one to really talk to at this point but there are verry few that actually want to hear my problems, Its ok for most of my friends to put their burdens onto me and to ask favors of me all the time but when i need help in return where are they ? Definately not there for me... anywhoo thats enough sorry to have brought down anyone.
i guess i just need some one to really talk to at this point but there are verry few that actually want to hear my problems, Its ok for most of my friends to put their burdens onto me and to ask favors of me all the time but when i need help in return where are they ? Definately not there for me... anywhoo thats enough sorry to have brought down anyone.