Feb 07, 2005 23:55
my mom found my jornal and all the horriblething people weresaying to me adn she said im not allowed to go on heer any more cuz of all the coms i got she thinks thats why i tried to kill mysefl but its not i triied to explane but she just dosent understand i still feel so lost i dont no whatto do any more snyway ill try to get on but no gaurentees i migt pay my sis to let me use her comp and i gotts sea if shell make me a new layout anywa juxt a quick update for my friends
There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself
Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself