what the hell
ok guys, i'm updating my livejournal, finally. why? (you may ask)
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE??!?!?!?!
sophomores, tell me what's going on. tell me why this is happening!
I've known you guys for, what, 10 years now? 10 FUCKING years, and then all of a sudden this.
What happened this quarter? what changed?
NO, you know what,it doesn't matter what happened. As far as I'm concerend there's no time to blame anyone.
IF YOU GUYS WANT TO BE THIS FUCKING PETTY THEN GO AHEAD. but damn....
i just have to say one thing, to any of you guys (and you know who i'm talking to) if you're reading this.
I love you guys so much. AND THAT'S NOT BULLSHIT.trust me. I mean...you guys are like my family. It's not about the partying, or the "narcs" vs. the "partiers", it's not about wether or not what you guys did was right or wrong. It's about what's happening now. It's about the fighting in the bleachers. It's about the lack of DAMN FUCKING trust! It's about the lack of re-FUCKING-spect. EVERYONE!!!! we're 15, 16 and almost 17....we're not 10. we're not 09 and we very damn well aren't this immature.
YES, IT IS A BIG ISSUE. granted.
YES, people said some pretty hurtful fuckign things.
YES, we can handle this.
BUT WE'RE NOT HANDLING IT LIKE WE SHOULD BE.
I SAW A MOTHER CRY TODAY BECAUSE OF THIS. WE MADE ONE OF OUR PARENT'S CRY.
i don't care if you think "oh hell, who the fuck cares...it's just a fucking mom" I DON'T CARE IF YOU LIKE IT WHEN YOUR MOTHER CRIES. I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU THINK THAT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.
IT'S ALL OF OUR FAULTS. IT'S ALL OF OUR FUCKING FAULTS.
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE HAVE WE TURNED OUT TO BE?
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE WE?
i'm telling you now, Dr. Nelson's talk didn't mean crap to me, teachers allways give us talks like that. But you know what does mean something to me? THe fact that we all have our heads so far up our fucking assess we can't see what we're doing to ourselves and eachother.
STOP RIGHT NOW, JUST FUCKING STOP. sit down and think really hard.
I'm not pinpointing anyone, i'm pointing at all of us.
come monday, i want some answers to these DAMN QUESTIONS. WE'RE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN THIS.
WE ARE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ALL OF THIS SHIT. EVERYONES JUST MAKING THEMSELVES LOOK LIKE IDIOTS.
DON'T SELL YOURSELVES SHORT.
i love you guys. just stop, please.
-shannon
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE??!?!?!?!
sophomores, tell me what's going on. tell me why this is happening!
I've known you guys for, what, 10 years now? 10 FUCKING years, and then all of a sudden this.
What happened this quarter? what changed?
NO, you know what,it doesn't matter what happened. As far as I'm concerend there's no time to blame anyone.
IF YOU GUYS WANT TO BE THIS FUCKING PETTY THEN GO AHEAD. but damn....
i just have to say one thing, to any of you guys (and you know who i'm talking to) if you're reading this.
I love you guys so much. AND THAT'S NOT BULLSHIT.trust me. I mean...you guys are like my family. It's not about the partying, or the "narcs" vs. the "partiers", it's not about wether or not what you guys did was right or wrong. It's about what's happening now. It's about the fighting in the bleachers. It's about the lack of DAMN FUCKING trust! It's about the lack of re-FUCKING-spect. EVERYONE!!!! we're 15, 16 and almost 17....we're not 10. we're not 09 and we very damn well aren't this immature.
YES, IT IS A BIG ISSUE. granted.
YES, people said some pretty hurtful fuckign things.
YES, we can handle this.
BUT WE'RE NOT HANDLING IT LIKE WE SHOULD BE.
I SAW A MOTHER CRY TODAY BECAUSE OF THIS. WE MADE ONE OF OUR PARENT'S CRY.
i don't care if you think "oh hell, who the fuck cares...it's just a fucking mom" I DON'T CARE IF YOU LIKE IT WHEN YOUR MOTHER CRIES. I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU THINK THAT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT.
IT'S ALL OF OUR FAULTS. IT'S ALL OF OUR FUCKING FAULTS.
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE HAVE WE TURNED OUT TO BE?
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE WE?
i'm telling you now, Dr. Nelson's talk didn't mean crap to me, teachers allways give us talks like that. But you know what does mean something to me? THe fact that we all have our heads so far up our fucking assess we can't see what we're doing to ourselves and eachother.
STOP RIGHT NOW, JUST FUCKING STOP. sit down and think really hard.
I'm not pinpointing anyone, i'm pointing at all of us.
come monday, i want some answers to these DAMN QUESTIONS. WE'RE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN THIS.
WE ARE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ALL OF THIS SHIT. EVERYONES JUST MAKING THEMSELVES LOOK LIKE IDIOTS.
DON'T SELL YOURSELVES SHORT.
i love you guys. just stop, please.
-shannon