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today i didnt make the team and got cut and guess wut it sucked and i came close to crying but i held it in and went up to the coach...heh he looked scared as shit, it went like this.
i helped with the net with dani
walked to the list
saw my name wasn't there
dani and beasly were upset that i didnt make it
dani hugged me
i almost started crying
walked into the gym
got my water bottle
walked up to the coach (he looked scared and stood up)
i said "you should have been here yesterday"
"me?!?! i should have been here, why?"
" yes you, you should have been there cuz..."
he looks at me unsure
"cuz i was on fire and played awesome"
i grinned and he smiled and he told me y i didnt make it
i explained that i felt slower today
he said that my serve is really strong, my passing is great, foot work was amazing, but i was a lil slower than the back row and i was like yea i know i felt it and i said that my serving was weak today to and i knew i was gunna get cut cuz i wasnt my best.
he looked unsure of his decision and regretting it
(which was wut i wanted, make him feel guilty)
i explained i'd be going to all the games
he offerred me the job of the score bored person
i said sure but i also could route ma friends on
he said he wanted me on the team next year cuz i was really good and he only found the one faulter
he also said that if someone ever got hurt then he may put me in for em even though im not officially on the team but i have the forms in so its all good
i left on a good note cuz he said that if he's coaching nxt year he wants to keep an eye out for me and i said he betta cuz ima be amazing.
he lost a great player and it's all cuz he came to late to yesterday's practice and missed all my excellence. i sound cocky i know but it is his fault that he lost a good player. at least i walked up to him and talked about it and i know wut i need to work on. o well life goes on. this year i'll join clubs for school with jessi and so i'll have it on my thing for colleges.