ian!
Ian I'm sorry for upseting you and hurting you.
I don't understand to the full extent why you are mad at me.
I fixed things with Chris and he wasn't mad at you hunny.
gosh i wish i could make u accept my apology but obviously there is more to it than just Chris misudersanding wut i meant and getting mad.
please at least just tell me wut i fucked up on so i could try and fix it or do wat ever possible.
hun i love you please dont leave me.
UPDATE! ian please dont do this. dont lock me out after all we've gone through and how close we are. i love you so much and chris doesnt think u ruin everything, my god u dont need to push me away just becuz u want to gain closer friends with chris. we could all be friends. do u really want to lock me out like you're planning. i never had any idea about any of these feelings. i love u dont lose me or push me out