May 05, 2007 23:50
NOTHINGS enough
not skinny enough
dont study enough
not normal enough
not wierd enough
not smart enough
my hair's too thick
my boobs are too big
im not porportanate enough
i dont have a good figure
im not pretty enough
im not tallented enough
my drawings well never be great
my pantings should line bird cages
my voice isnt high enough
its not loud enough
my voice is horrible
my acting is horrible
i cant dance
im too clumsy
im too add
i cant pay attention
i cant do anything right
i cant even cut myself right
i cant relieve stress properly
i cant think logically
i cant get past my mental road blocks
im not trying hard enough
[it will never be enough]
im too pale
im not white
im not black
im not asian
im no indian
im not hispanic
im nothing
my stomach isnt flatt
it never will be flat enough
i cant stick to a diet
i cant even stick to a eating disorder
i cry too much
i cry over stupid things
i cant get over things that are 12 years old.
i cant go forward
i cant see straight
i hate myself
i hate myselfd
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i cant do anything right
nothing will be good enough
never.
whats wrong with me