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i hate valentines day. grrr.... >_< me and stepha and my second family went to wallmart.... every body was buying bears or with a sig. other... excpt this one dude wearing a hate breed shirt... but he seemed totaly oblivious.... and yea... i feel bad i bitched at jord. but mainly cause she used the word snuglly poof... ook im not feeling guilty anymore.... NEWAYS............... yea im just being reminded of stuff... and its grr... and i wanna cry... and i was listing to evanescence ... which means i was thniging.. damn yea... i want a dude i can turn to and he feels the same about me, even if its mutial, i would be happy.
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i also got really down on my self... while i was coming off of a weekend-long high... i mean REALLY down. the very drastic mood changed freaked me out... i went from madigras flirting, being happy high and festive, to how i wwas at st. elizabeth... yea.... ummm i need to find some hydrogen peroxide, and some cocco butter... =/ it started to hurt today too... not good...
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(ps worrried aobut friends... tear)
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i also got really down on my self... while i was coming off of a weekend-long high... i mean REALLY down. the very drastic mood changed freaked me out... i went from madigras flirting, being happy high and festive, to how i wwas at st. elizabeth... yea.... ummm i need to find some hydrogen peroxide, and some cocco butter... =/ it started to hurt today too... not good...
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(ps worrried aobut friends... tear)