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im so fucking sick of shit... i feel like im doing the same pointless things over and over again... in a rut. i want to get out and live!!! i want play*bass*(not in my room)!! i want so scream and shriek and sing and dance.... well learn.and draw.. love the three forces in my life, nature, music, art. i want to go wout with friends. i want friends that are more like me............. dont get me wrong i love my friends to death and they kick ass, but either i can never talk about the stuff i like wiht them... or i get mocked behind my back and called a poser. its getting really old. and frustrating....................... maybe im being paranoied .........but its been thrown in my fucking face a fucking thousand times, and sometimes when im off in space, i come back and hear part of the conversation, and catch mannerisims... im so fucking sick of the fuckings small towns with the small minds and the small schools.... im also sick of hiding the fact that im wiccian. no, rephrase, that i have been serously concidering wiccianism for way too long. come on, since second grade! excpt for them damned lies i been fed... ok! back to now. kaylee had the nerve to imply that reading about paganism and seeing what it is is too much for me. i can see it now, shes gonna slowly work my nerve...
i have been debating with myself all day... thus the quietness that alarmed sarah and amber and adam. its wierd, its not at all like most ppl would probably picture it. its in music, color, and picture, and musing wispered words... very few put together thoughs, as in sentences. yea, type o negative's song, i dont wanna be me. its todays theme...
i dont wanna be
i dont wanna be me
i dont wanna be man at war
*this is much deeper to me than the words imply, so if this is read, which i doubt it, dont go bitching.... cause ur fucking wasting your time. *
also believe in nothing
and i still believe in nothing
will we ever find the shape of our sorrows *tomorrow*
nothing is final
when no one is real
nothings for ever
so count your days
nothing is sacred
when no one is sane
pray for tomorrow
for empitness
*eh somthing like that*
FIN
What type of metal are you?
Black metal.
You're a haunting, chilling genre of music. Many satanic and pagan bands come from this Genre. You have bands like Dimmu Borgir and Burzum. Click Here to Take This Quiz
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What metal band are you?
Moonspell
You're Moonspell! You have a very weird style of singing, but people are intrigued by you. Your music is like a drug, and everyone wants to buy it after they've tried it a few times. People can never get over how strange your music is, and that's why you're well liked.
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With which great bass player do you most identify?
John Paul Jones
Bassist who recorded with the Yardbirds and the Rolling Stones before becoming the bassist for Led Zeppelin.
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Cool or no?
Ice Cold
You're so cool, so laid back, so well-rounded, so foine, so stylish, so hip...so cool...you're HOT. Congrats. You rock.
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hahah, if they only knew....
i have been debating with myself all day... thus the quietness that alarmed sarah and amber and adam. its wierd, its not at all like most ppl would probably picture it. its in music, color, and picture, and musing wispered words... very few put together thoughs, as in sentences. yea, type o negative's song, i dont wanna be me. its todays theme...
i dont wanna be
i dont wanna be me
i dont wanna be man at war
*this is much deeper to me than the words imply, so if this is read, which i doubt it, dont go bitching.... cause ur fucking wasting your time. *
also believe in nothing
and i still believe in nothing
will we ever find the shape of our sorrows *tomorrow*
nothing is final
when no one is real
nothings for ever
so count your days
nothing is sacred
when no one is sane
pray for tomorrow
for empitness
*eh somthing like that*
FIN
What type of metal are you?
Black metal.
You're a haunting, chilling genre of music. Many satanic and pagan bands come from this Genre. You have bands like Dimmu Borgir and Burzum. Click Here to Take This Quiz
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What metal band are you?
Moonspell
You're Moonspell! You have a very weird style of singing, but people are intrigued by you. Your music is like a drug, and everyone wants to buy it after they've tried it a few times. People can never get over how strange your music is, and that's why you're well liked.
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With which great bass player do you most identify?
John Paul Jones
Bassist who recorded with the Yardbirds and the Rolling Stones before becoming the bassist for Led Zeppelin.
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Cool or no?
Ice Cold
You're so cool, so laid back, so well-rounded, so foine, so stylish, so hip...so cool...you're HOT. Congrats. You rock.
Click Here to Take This Quiz
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hahah, if they only knew....