Jun 08, 2006 20:06
this kid.
seriously, what more does he want from me.
i gave him what he wanted, and what i didnt.
i never thought about anyone else, nobody.
and its like that wasn't good enough,
that i wasn't good enough. he needed more ,
more more more more more more.
and you know, i starting thinking, does he really
even care anymore. does he tell me he still likes
me because he doesnt want to hurt my feelings.
what is it. does he say he wants to see me to make
me feel better? does he use me ? does he still like me ?
did he ever even like me ? did he ?
and, i've had my chances to get with other guys.
i've had the chance to think about other guys.
i had the chance to see other guys.
talk to other guys, message other guys.
but did i ?
no. why you say.
because when i try to, i think about you.
why ? i dunno why.
because you seem fine with talking to
other girls, seeing other girls.
hah, im sure you've fucked a few too.
so you know, i decided if you ever did want
me back, i'm not going too you.
theres other people. and im sure they
wont do what you did too me.
better yet, im positive.
its gonna be hard, but the conclusion i came
too was, im going to have too get over you.
and thats, thats just how it is.