Woah.
Okay so things were going alright, the punishment still holding me down. Well i noticed that i have been losing touch with my good friends, things just feel different, it is awkward, sorta. Emmalyn and Dylan, i feel like im falling out of touch with them, i never get to see anyone, not durning school, thanks to my locker change, not after school, cuz of work/punishment, and not on weekends because of punishment. This is actually the fourth week i have not been able to have a full curfew of 12:00, i have had to come home at 10 for two of the four weeks, and then two weeks i was not allowed out. This is total crap. And yesterday at lunch, i was at the front of the lunch line, i forgot something, stepped out and grabbed it, walking back to where i stood prior, i was confronted by a senior d-bag. He asked me what i thought i was doing, i said i was returning to my place in line, and he continued questioning, so i simply stated, "i do what i want." in a joking manner. I thought it was all over and done with, till he sent some "muscle" to the table to ask what i thought i was doing back there, i told him. After lunch i saw about ten of them in a circle, they were talking and looking at me. i went to get a drink, and moved my head just before a cupcake smashed into the wall next to me. I walked over to them, "what the fuck was that? you just threw a cupcake, what the fuck was that for man." They circled me, the big football player types, i never backed down. I kept telling him to lay off i hadnt done anything. Then they began tossing me back and forth in the circle, i got pissed, so i was said "get some fucking nuts man, and call your muscle heads off, fight your own battles, you fucking low-life piece of shit." at that tey began to follow me as i walked away, i went to my class and they followed me to it. I said to them they better hurry so they arent tardy. after the class i was walking in the hall and one, the biggest prick of them all, knocked me from behind, hard, i turned around and followed him, when one of the big guys stepped in front of me and started telling me to turn around while he shoved me back. so in conclusion im uber fucking pissed. i need a cig, im fresh out.