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how do i do it yo i honestly dont know anymore im sitting here bleeding like a stuck pig cuz i got in a filthy rumble at the beach we scrapped like 12 heads yo no lie and busted up like 4 niggas wit bottles but when all was said n done i was left alone getting rushed i stabbed a nigga wit a bottle and he sliced my hand wide open its hard for me to type but whatever my nigga i dont give a fuck....ive really managed to fuck up my life really good all that ive worked so hard to build is crumbling fast as fuck before my eyes...i dont know why i do it but like 2 pac said id like to live but i got nothing to loose what can i do on a one way trip to prison selling drugs we all wrapped up in this living life as thugs.....im in a downward sprial yo this is gonna end bad i can feel it .....its weird i can help everyone out wit they life and help them be happy but i cant help myself...maybe cuz ive lost everything i love......oh well maybe god will do me a favor soon....be easy yall........maybe things would be different if i hadent fucked things up wit someone......but thats the past what can we do..............................................................................................