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Okay... I don't really know how to say this so I'm just going to say it I guess... My ex boyfriend, who I dated for over two years and stayed close with for an additional six months, passed away last Thursday. I'm at a loss right now and I don't know when I'll be writing again. For Until yesterday, before the autopsy came back, we were all under the impression that he was a closet drug addict and had O.D.ed on pills or cocaine... we later found out that he'd had a brain tumor (which I've known about for a few years) and had been suffering migraines, which was the tumor spreading, and didn't tell anyone because he thought the headaches were stress related. He had an aneurysm.
After the shock of thinking someone I care about so much died from drug abuse, I don't think I can continue Haze. I might try to pick up on it but I just don't even want to think about drug abuse right now, let alone write about it.
Today was my ex's memorial, I don't know when the funeral is but I'll probably be offline until all of this is sorted out and blown over.
I'm sorry if anyone is mad at me about my decision, I just hope you guys can understand.
After the shock of thinking someone I care about so much died from drug abuse, I don't think I can continue Haze. I might try to pick up on it but I just don't even want to think about drug abuse right now, let alone write about it.
Today was my ex's memorial, I don't know when the funeral is but I'll probably be offline until all of this is sorted out and blown over.
I'm sorry if anyone is mad at me about my decision, I just hope you guys can understand.