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Ok today is not going good and my days just seem like they are gonna get worse everyday ... mike cheated on me i was devestated but i guess he just didnt love me as much as i loved him... and he needed "SOMETHING" better then me?? i dont know i dont know much because he is ignoring me and wont tell me whats going on so i basically give up if he wants to tell me i guess he will when he is ready i guess we are still friends and that is what i want i couldnt see mike not in my life some how and seeing him being my friend thats better then anything... at least he would still be considered in my LIFE but i just wish they could be more but they cant be only because i dont think he wants to be with me anymore so.. im not even going to try.. i just miss h im alot but i cant do anything about that.. but im gonna go i have to go the store on crutches ooo so much fun i will explain that when i get back if anybody wants to comment on my LJ go ahead soo i will update more later.....