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all well has been going well.. except hes in my head constantly and i cant help it i want to be with him so bad but i cant only because of what happend last time he said he was sorry for everything that happend and that he was the one that screwed up and he wished that he didnt because you can tell that he wanted to be with me also .. when i see him everyday i just want him to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. but he cant i just want to be with him so bad. i mean i have felt this way about alot of guys but not him he understands what i am going threw with my stepdad and when he notices i am sad and not feeling well he comes and ask me what is wrong and then he comforts me..i just dont get why i cant be with him .. im so scared my stepdad is going into treatment this friday i believe and i dont know what to do.. im just so scared and i know he is too. my mom and him says that everything is going to be ok and he will be fine no it wont hes gonna be sick all of the time. and hes going to be tired and not be himself. but i will be there when he needs me I LOVE YOU JEFF WITH ALL OF MY HEART i have you in my prayers and everything will be ok. im going to stay strong i have too for my family and everyone well leave me comments and some love
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