i'm depressed. j 3 j
we're being evicted. the guy who owns our house read the article in the scene (which was not very shy about describing the location and condition of our small rented house) and now he wants us out by the end of february. i'm not pissed that we're being evicted (we kind of deserve it) but i am pissed that now i have to move at a time when it's not only freezing outsides, but i am financially worn out. from what i've experienced, leasing a place is a painstaking and expensive process. i'm just not in the fucking mood to deal with all this bullshit right now.
on top of that, i miss having tons of friends around. i'm pretty lonely these days. my days off are spent sleeping until 2 or 3 and then lying awak in bed reading until it gets dark or reid comes home at which point maybe i'll get up and go out but usually i just end up sitting at home drinking, smoking, listening to music and
guess who?
conversations from last night.
sarah brown posed like the mona lisa.
in the alley behind bongo java. i think i'll go back and add some color.
i suppose it'll look something like this... maybe without all the blue.
it's a lion!
i wish i could redo the colors on this one, but i still like it.
this one is my favorite.
this one is at auction for $7 and a hug from walker who outbit bridget's $5 and a beer which was the bid that outbid cj's $1. any takers?i miss the chicago kids (surly, especially since he had the leave early) and i miss sarah brown (although she came over last night and we got to hang out).
since i won't have any living expenses in march i plan on going to chicago for a full month (well actually reid wants to be moved into an apartment by march so i'll have to help him pay rent, but whatever.) it's gonna be cold, but it's also going to be awesome. i'm gonna fix my pixie chopper and bring it with me and ride it everywhere. those chicago kids are going to be so fucking amazed by this chubby little girl from nashville riding her fucking pixie everywhere. i put in the time off request at work and spoke to both my store manager and the scheduling supervisor, but i still dunno if they'll be ok with it. i'm considering just quitting if they don't give me the time off and then applying for a job somewhere on west end (reid and i looking at an apartment off of 31st), perhaps even the panera there or which wich or apple market or whatever. there's a fucking boatload of places to apply around there.
*sigh* i just don't know what to do about this crummy mood. i guess i'll just go smoke a joint with my mommy and watch project runway. buh.