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so umm...yeah...last friday...john and I were gonna go to a movie...right? well...I made him promise not to stand me up...and well...he didn't. he just let aaron talk him into a double with him and mindy. God knows I wasn't going to go for that...so he didn't tell me. When I saw that fuckin Kia though...I got pissed. They parked at the road and john walked up to the house (I was at sue's) I told john I wasn't going...not with aaron. I told him to go...and have a blast, but I wasn't going. He threw out the idea of giving aaron some gas money and telling him to come back in a few hours. Sue thew out the idea of her taking us back to my house for the night...then she'd take him home on saturday. He sent aaron home....that made me feel pretty good. It was so nice spending the night with him
saturday, sue came by and we took him to his truck, then she took me to work. blah blah...did the work thing....I was cashier...because we were so short. It wasn't so bad, except for dealing with mary...but she's a pain in the ass all the time. John came out after work and we went to a party. It was fun....got to see a few of my children...and of course, got to see tits...blah blah routine stuff for me. John got drunk....that was great. he wanted to go home, so he took me home. I made him stay here to sober up more before he left...I would have rather he stayed the night...but he swore he was cool to drive...and I knew he was...so I let him go home.
Ha, sunday I worked...nothing special....oh yeah...I was stocking pop, and I was reaching to the back of the top shelf to stand up a couple bottles, and some dipshit....slammed open the other door of the cooler....and smashed my arm in the door. As if that pain wasn't enough, I lost feeling to my hand for about 3 hours....lost total use...grrr...and it was my left hand too...
Monday...hmm...I worked....how did it go? I don't even remember...so it must have been a normal night...oh wait, no it wasn't....we got an I supply delivery....had to deal with that...and they were late....so that pushed back my whole routine. Anyway, since matt didn't call me on sunday night, he called....wow...that was fun...I love my phone calls from him
Yesterday...worked 9a-3p as a matron....I was so bored I cleaned out the storage area....then, I started cooking with katie. I'm pretty much trained as a cook now...YAY So, I got off work, and went home...and went through a couple of my boxes. that was fun...found some interesting stuff. Mom, dad, and amanda left around 5:30 to go to Shuckers for dinner with Marie, Linda, Steph, and Nic....I wasn't invited. Well, about 15 minutes after they left, Stephanie called....asking if I wanted to come up too. I told her I didn't have a ride, and mom and dad were already there...Steph told me they'd come back to get me...so I hung up...and had to get ready...yeah, I got kinda dressed up...blah...so, I actually dressed girly....like I was trying to impress someone or something. We had a good meal. I had a bowl of clam chowder. Everyone thought I didn't order enough food...but yeah, I was stuffed. Stephanie asked about john...and I had to tell her the details of our drama. Marie had to bring up Deanna...that was fun...basically, I just started missing John....a lot....so after dinner we went home...waited a while, and called matt....made him talk to me while I took a bath...hehe...anyway, I figured I'd try to catch up on some sleep...so I went to bed at 1am...
Catching up on sleep didn't work to well. I was woke up at 4am by a toothache....I was pacing...icing or warming my face....popping pills...taking a bath....crying....trying to beat my head on walls....until about 10am. when it finally calmed down, I went back to sleep and woke up at 4pm. I called john...he was at work, so we didn't talk long. I wanted out of the house, so I called sue. I offered to take her and mel out to dinner to make up for all the times they've treated me, so we went up to Charlies. I got my gyro fix...mmmmm that was good. I'm still full. Then we went to rite aid to drop off my cameras....I'll pick them up tomorrow. I'm a little sad. I really want john to come out tomorrow...so we can have tacos and a beer up at legends...but he doesn't want to. I miss him so much.
Tomorrow, I have to get mom to take me up and pick up my paycheck....and pick up my pictures. I don't need a ride into whitehouse, because brooke will be picking me up at 4ish....that'll be fun....I'll get to hang out with any kids that are up there. I'm thinking if john won't come out, I'll ask dan to go up to the bar with me. I think he would...hehe.
saturday, sue came by and we took him to his truck, then she took me to work. blah blah...did the work thing....I was cashier...because we were so short. It wasn't so bad, except for dealing with mary...but she's a pain in the ass all the time. John came out after work and we went to a party. It was fun....got to see a few of my children...and of course, got to see tits...blah blah routine stuff for me. John got drunk....that was great. he wanted to go home, so he took me home. I made him stay here to sober up more before he left...I would have rather he stayed the night...but he swore he was cool to drive...and I knew he was...so I let him go home.
Ha, sunday I worked...nothing special....oh yeah...I was stocking pop, and I was reaching to the back of the top shelf to stand up a couple bottles, and some dipshit....slammed open the other door of the cooler....and smashed my arm in the door. As if that pain wasn't enough, I lost feeling to my hand for about 3 hours....lost total use...grrr...and it was my left hand too...
Monday...hmm...I worked....how did it go? I don't even remember...so it must have been a normal night...oh wait, no it wasn't....we got an I supply delivery....had to deal with that...and they were late....so that pushed back my whole routine. Anyway, since matt didn't call me on sunday night, he called....wow...that was fun...I love my phone calls from him
Yesterday...worked 9a-3p as a matron....I was so bored I cleaned out the storage area....then, I started cooking with katie. I'm pretty much trained as a cook now...YAY So, I got off work, and went home...and went through a couple of my boxes. that was fun...found some interesting stuff. Mom, dad, and amanda left around 5:30 to go to Shuckers for dinner with Marie, Linda, Steph, and Nic....I wasn't invited. Well, about 15 minutes after they left, Stephanie called....asking if I wanted to come up too. I told her I didn't have a ride, and mom and dad were already there...Steph told me they'd come back to get me...so I hung up...and had to get ready...yeah, I got kinda dressed up...blah...so, I actually dressed girly....like I was trying to impress someone or something. We had a good meal. I had a bowl of clam chowder. Everyone thought I didn't order enough food...but yeah, I was stuffed. Stephanie asked about john...and I had to tell her the details of our drama. Marie had to bring up Deanna...that was fun...basically, I just started missing John....a lot....so after dinner we went home...waited a while, and called matt....made him talk to me while I took a bath...hehe...anyway, I figured I'd try to catch up on some sleep...so I went to bed at 1am...
Catching up on sleep didn't work to well. I was woke up at 4am by a toothache....I was pacing...icing or warming my face....popping pills...taking a bath....crying....trying to beat my head on walls....until about 10am. when it finally calmed down, I went back to sleep and woke up at 4pm. I called john...he was at work, so we didn't talk long. I wanted out of the house, so I called sue. I offered to take her and mel out to dinner to make up for all the times they've treated me, so we went up to Charlies. I got my gyro fix...mmmmm that was good. I'm still full. Then we went to rite aid to drop off my cameras....I'll pick them up tomorrow. I'm a little sad. I really want john to come out tomorrow...so we can have tacos and a beer up at legends...but he doesn't want to. I miss him so much.
Tomorrow, I have to get mom to take me up and pick up my paycheck....and pick up my pictures. I don't need a ride into whitehouse, because brooke will be picking me up at 4ish....that'll be fun....I'll get to hang out with any kids that are up there. I'm thinking if john won't come out, I'll ask dan to go up to the bar with me. I think he would...hehe.