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so last night, john picked me up from work at 7. Amanda wouldn't let us watch a movie in the bedroom, so we went to grandma's and watched it in the basement. I enjoyed it. Then we went to Whitehouse. Got to see Justin, Brooke, Chrissy, Luke, Ben, Tommy, and Cassie. That was fun. It's nice though, just being out with john. It makes me so happy.
we came back here at about 1, and talked till 2...before he gave me a hug, and I went in. He makes me feel so safe...and comforted.
I went in, went to bed...only to get up this morning...finding out that dad's been taken to the hospital this morning....estimated 3 days admitted...for tests. The oncologist confirmed cancer....in both the lungs and brain. From what I've come to understand...they're going to do the radiation therapy, but it'll just prolong him....The cancer won't be cured.
OK, after dealing with that, I dealt with Adam and Leslie's bullshit....if you wanna know more...ask...because if I say anything...I'll get bitched at more.
Then I went to work...easy day as an ice cream dipper...right? nope....my freezer broke down. I was almost serving milkshakes by the time I shut down at 2. And all the radio wanted to play was songs about dad's .....sucked. Ok, so I call for a ride...after calling around...and not getting any answers...I called John...and he brought me home.
Yeah, call me silly...but being with him....even if I'm not happy...brings me up so much....he makes me feel like there is some hope left. He makes me smile through tears....and that means a lot to me. It's nice feeling cared about.....oh...and he changed his name in my phone from "my bitch" to "sweetie" lol....that was cute. I got another hug today....and well...yeah I do feel a lot better.
He might come out tonight if tips are good....I hope tips are good.
we came back here at about 1, and talked till 2...before he gave me a hug, and I went in. He makes me feel so safe...and comforted.
I went in, went to bed...only to get up this morning...finding out that dad's been taken to the hospital this morning....estimated 3 days admitted...for tests. The oncologist confirmed cancer....in both the lungs and brain. From what I've come to understand...they're going to do the radiation therapy, but it'll just prolong him....The cancer won't be cured.
OK, after dealing with that, I dealt with Adam and Leslie's bullshit....if you wanna know more...ask...because if I say anything...I'll get bitched at more.
Then I went to work...easy day as an ice cream dipper...right? nope....my freezer broke down. I was almost serving milkshakes by the time I shut down at 2. And all the radio wanted to play was songs about dad's .....sucked. Ok, so I call for a ride...after calling around...and not getting any answers...I called John...and he brought me home.
Yeah, call me silly...but being with him....even if I'm not happy...brings me up so much....he makes me feel like there is some hope left. He makes me smile through tears....and that means a lot to me. It's nice feeling cared about.....oh...and he changed his name in my phone from "my bitch" to "sweetie" lol....that was cute. I got another hug today....and well...yeah I do feel a lot better.
He might come out tonight if tips are good....I hope tips are good.