life can onli get shitter!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jan 03, 2005 20:06

look chazz jess, amy, lucy and hueva else h8s/pissecd of wit me rite now im relli relli sorri! those r the 4 people dat lyk mean the most to me! so u can imagine how shit im feelin rite now! and im not bein a selfish bitch i no its not all bout me nd dey r maybe hurtin 2 nd wateva!chazz.....im relli sorri 4 woteva iv dun (i duno exactly wat it is atm) i no u fink im a bitch and a shit stirrer but i aint i relli want u 2 4give me which probs wnt happen but i can hope! u mean sooo much 2 me as all of u lt do well a bit mor dan every1 else! i dunno wat else to sey atm but hopefulli i can chat to u on wed nd srt fings out!
jess...im relli sorri nd i aint bein fake u do mean a fuckin lot to me!i annoyed u da nite b4 u got relli annoyed wit me i fink cos i frot well new relli every1 hated me nd woteva nd den i went off wit ash 4 a bit nd met my mum well sumtime durin dat u sent me that txt so i went met ash again cos i dint fink anyone wud want me tehre which wen i rung u turned out 2 be rite....i love you lyk tghe others nd im relli sorri!
amy....im sorri if i annoyed u wit wat i sed bout cris nd shit nd i dint mean to drop ur fone...it was an accident.wat i sed bout u wernt lyk ment to hurt u or woteva nd it wernt ur falt i jus got upset jelos nd annoyed....i dunno watelse to sey relli cos iv sed im sorri nd i luff u but i cant relli do anything, i wish i cud but i cant :(
lucy...im sorri i wish ud jus tell me strate in future, i explained most of it 2 u on msn but yer....sorri i dint 4 it to lyk dat...sorri and i love ya sooo much lyk da others....

i hope life improves sum how...:( it dnt look hopeful atm

tlk 2 ya all soon

love u al sooo much (even tho it aint all mutal (cant spell) feelings)

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