here's my kiss to betray...

[69_my_valentine]

OK OK OK...sooooo...havent updated since my drunken buffoonery on new years, but lots of stuff has happened. I havent felt up to updating this bitch, but i do now, so here goes. Umm, well,the best news is my band s playing a show at Mojoe's Cafe on March 19th, so if youre interested, come see us kick ass. Well, this weekend was kinda cool. Friday,I was supposed to have band practice, but i couldnt get a ride, so that was a no-go. Saturday we were, again, supposed to have practice, but we couldn't all get together, and I was changing the kitchen faucet anyways till like four. I had to run to Home Depot and then Menards, and then HomeDepot again, but I got it finished anyway. While i was gone Jake called, and uh, i ended up going out with him, jessi, kari, shauna, and her boyfriend kurt. We went to Jedi's Garden and ate. Therewas seriously nothing to do after that. I was hoping me and kari could get back together, even if just for that one night, but, once again, my hopes and dreams were crushed when she said something that really really reallly pissed me off, and I couldnt even look at her after that. Oh man, i was pissed...jake said since there was nothing to do, we should just "do each other", and kari said "oh sure, but jack would be too scared." I was honestly about to fucking cry...i wanted to get out of the car and walk home, but i just fucking ignored her. After like five muntes of silence between us, she tunred to me and said "are you really pissed at me?" and i just turned to her and gave her a stare. OMG, i wanted to die. She has no idea about the way i feel for her...no idea at all. I should be over her, but, its just like she's got a hold on me and i cant get away from her no matter what...Weve gone out like six times...ughhh, im done here for now...im too aggravated. Heres my favorite Underoath song....

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

I heard a voice through the dischord
Of a deluge of passers-by.
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by.
I swear I'll know your face in the crowd,
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering...

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.

Here's my kiss to betray
Desperate to brush the lips of grace.
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I've lied?

Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me.
Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me.

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.

Hey unloving

I will love you
I will love you
I will love you.

Jesus I'm ready to come home.
~~~~Jack~~~~