and they keep on fallin..
So the last few days I have been so sick. I threw up and fainted and had to go to the hospital and get an IV pumped in me. It was really scary and awful. So today I got to school and cried in the parking lot. Then cried in study hall and I will probably cry again tonight. I dunno I am sick of feeling bad but I am also so sick of the whole Kevin deal. He doesnt even talk to me anymore. Like I REALLY liked him and now its like theres nothing. I am so upset. I mean I dont understand what went wrong and I keep hopin he will text message me saying he wants to hang out but that never happens. I just look back at pictures of me and alex and get so sad casue when is it ever going to be like that agin? I dunno I just want things to change. I was so hopeful and now there is nothing. Nothing.