Today is
Kristian's 22nd birthday. Would have been, actually. l miss him with all my heart. For the past three year he was one of my best friends. He was my best guy friend. I never got to hang out with him as much as I'd liked to have, though. But I know, now, that if we had spent more time together just how much harder it would be for me right now. You know? I love him so much and wish that he was still here on earth. But I guess God needed him more then we did/do.
It's been five months since he's passed. Five months and 5 days exactly. Time has flown by when I look back on it. But dealing with any death that I've ever experienced it's been the hardest. It was harder then my grandfathers and his sisters deaths and other people that I ever knew that have left this world. But I know that I'll see him again in heaven one day. He'll get a beating from everybody he knows, first, but then eternity will be so much better. Who knows, maybe in heaven when we're worshiping the Lord...I may get to sit next to Kristian ::smiles:: But all I know is I can't wait for one of his great hugs when I see him and tell him how much I miss him and love him (even though I tell him everytime I pass the tree with all the flowers on it where he died).
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Kristian, I love you, buddy. I miss you terribly. I can't wait for the day that I get to see you again, and hug you, and tell you how much I love you. You were an incredible friend to me while you were here, and I know you're watching after me and everyone else you ever knew until we all will join you one day in heaven. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. You will always be in my mind and in my heart.
I love you,
Amanda
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Amanda
It's been five months since he's passed. Five months and 5 days exactly. Time has flown by when I look back on it. But dealing with any death that I've ever experienced it's been the hardest. It was harder then my grandfathers and his sisters deaths and other people that I ever knew that have left this world. But I know that I'll see him again in heaven one day. He'll get a beating from everybody he knows, first, but then eternity will be so much better. Who knows, maybe in heaven when we're worshiping the Lord...I may get to sit next to Kristian ::smiles:: But all I know is I can't wait for one of his great hugs when I see him and tell him how much I miss him and love him (even though I tell him everytime I pass the tree with all the flowers on it where he died).
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Kristian, I love you, buddy. I miss you terribly. I can't wait for the day that I get to see you again, and hug you, and tell you how much I love you. You were an incredible friend to me while you were here, and I know you're watching after me and everyone else you ever knew until we all will join you one day in heaven. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. You will always be in my mind and in my heart.
I love you,
Amanda
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Amanda