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well hello.. i feel like typing so i shall.. and u no this is my journal so i shall write w/e i fuckn feel liek doing and people cant get mad about it!
yeah so today was boring.. my mom doesnt let me do things on sundays and i dotn get the fuck why! adn i ahve so much homework that i didnt even start but i mean whats the point work so fuckn hard pass, have a life and then die! is there really a point in all of this? i think not..!!so well i did nothing except waste money on ring tones!! :)!! so yeah.. so kris, lauren, and kristin had fun today.. :)!! while i was stuck home and so did every1 else.. and yeah.. and well so thats all that happened and i feel so grumpy today and i really dont no why!! ... :/ just ughh.. every1s been getting on my nerves lately i mean i can say sumtin that annnoys me of pretty much every1 well almost everyone.. and it got so annoying wen lauren kept saying that she wouldnt have a date even though she would have a date she jsut didnt want to have the people that would be her date and now that she has a date she isnt sure about it because one of her friends has the possibilty of being for once happy and having the guys she likes be her date.. and ughh.. and i guess i understand how she feels but i mean the actions u do hurt others around u!! and well i mean i dont think shes being a bitch cuz frankly shes the least bitchy to me but just certain things she does.. and well emily just is jsut gonna make me explode im sorry if im being rude but i need to take this out!! just becuase people dont listen to u and follow yer command doesnt mean that theyre mad at u!! and then u have to go and make yerself the victim and get mike and justin to go over there with u adn give u all the fuckn attention that u desire.. and go ahead do that be a little snob and do that.. and u try to act liek yer life is the worstest ever.. !!! SAVE YER LIFE FRUM WAT? u ahve both guys liking u adn dont give me that bullcrap that oo.. its hard having two guys like me.. and that u care cuz if u cared u would go out iwth one of them and leave the other one to yer friends that u so dearly care about.. cuz if u havent noticed they like both of them!! look i luv emily to death but its the things she does.. that make me wanna fuckn kill mysself bcuz i cant stand it! and im srry this is very mean but why do both mike and justin like emily? it has to be a fuckn looks thing bcuz i no wen i se that she annoys both of them adn she treats them both liek her slaves!! so it has to be a fuckn look thing unles su too are just too madly in fuckn love and dont care about anything else.. and kristine well it gets annoying cuz sumtimes i feel so liek am i annoying do she liek me around her cuz she always like cracks on me and stuff and i no she does it to every1 adn yeah.. but idk its jsut how i feell, and well sam uve changed so much well no u havent u change wen yer around kerri u act all cool and gangster and just acts so different then u act wen its u and me.. and i mean its not that kerri is like bad but i mean sam acts so differnt!! and sam, cassie, and keira, and kerri, and marisa can be so nice to me wen its only them but wen there all together they act liek im not even there and im like okay?and cassie u and me got so close and u tell em everything but then wen yer aroud yer group thinger u act so different and dont even act as close to me like u usually do wen its only u and i mean u guys always complain about two faced people but umm.. hate to break it to u guys but u all are every1 in this planet is.. and well ughh... i just wish we could all just be best friends and just be close and every thing.. but no u disclude people frum everythin and well its always sam, cassie, keira, kerri, and marisa and i no u guys are best friends but it gets so annoying then it always is emily, kristine, and lauren and sumtimes me and kristin but it usually is only them and well they say im liek their best friend but they do so much more together and i have to acll or bearound for me to be included in their plans. then its sam h. and deena, and thats all then its me and kristin basically left out within our close group of friends and it gets so annoyin!! and ughh..!and im not saying that im never invited anywhere cuz i am and i no it but its just if u group people together thats how it would be grouped!! and i dont wanna sound all victimized and stuff im not trying too but its how i feel.. and the fire alarm keeps ringing and well i cant stand life anymore.. adn well im annoyed aggravated and pissed.. i dont liek john anymore and its been liek 3 days and i already decideed that im going to break up with him.. boyfriends suck! i dotn want a boyfrind anymore unless its sum1 i no i truly love.. an that would only be two people its obvious who..and well im dun.. waatch no1 even read this.. o well.!!