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So i guess no one's really into the whole LJ thing anymore.
its cool i still enjoy writing in this gay thing i can admit it.
i'm finally settling in with things. So many learning experiences lately.
the band decided to start fresh. a very hard decision to make but its getting there. i'm lookin forward to 3 times a week practice. gotta save a shit ton of money by june to go record again. pretty pumped about the songs we do have, albeit we only have 4 currently. 3 of which are done and the 4th is being finalized.
had a decent amount of oppurtunities come my way as far as a love interest is concerned lately but i just dont care anymore. ive been happy just doin my thing and burying myself in these new songs and really focusing my energy on getting the band up and running again. and for the 1st time ever i am completely content. other than not playing a show for awhile atleast. that irks me to no end but once again this is all just some sort of learning experience. i believe i'll refer to this one in the future as 'who shouldnt play music and why' or something to that effect. i am happy to say things are pretty smoothed over with adam, however, that took some time.
its just such a comforting feeling to be surrounded by people that share the same goals and ambitions that i have. its getting me through this transition phase.
Somehow i am finally over meg. i never thought i'd be able to say that. things have a tendency to fizzle out and kinda go sour but time has healed most of those wounds. i do wish i could maintain some sort of cordial friendship or be on better terms with her, but all i can do is try i guess. i just hate running into her after not seeing or hearing from her in so long. and i try to do the right thing. i'll go out of my way to make it known id like to hear from her occasionally but its always a very one sided kinda thing and its so awkward. i keep telling myself atleast u tried ya know? i do feel deep down i'll get some closure there one day. its so strange but i sincerely hope she is doing well. i just worry about her. guess its never easy when u develop such a strong connection with someone. man, what an obvious statement to make. very true thou regardless.
my new car is amazing. having AC is amazing. not having to adjust my mirrors every time i crank up the car is amazing. paying a shit ton less for gas also amazing. i prolly take it all for granted. cept for the AC.
there are so many changes happening at work lately. and ive been getting a lot of experience dealing with idiots and mean asshats that want nothing more than to bother u and piss u off and ruin ur day. i'll always have animosity for customers but i am slowly getting the hang of dealing with all these mean folk. i figure they just need to vent cuz theyre pissed their dumb cheap as fuck computer is broken i get it ya know? so it has been interesting to try diff techniques to calm these fucks down. almost none of my attempts work ofcourse but i find myself almost looking to start an argument on some days. i just wanna figure out how my boss kurt does it all the time. ppl will be so pissed and yell and scream at him and 10 or 15 mins later they are in love with him. i wanna be able to do that. not so i can excel and do well as much as i just want mean customers to simply leave me the fuck alone.
best buy is announcing a re-orginization in the company on sat. im kinda nervous about the results. my dawg nate told me over heard a manager's conference call and they were talkin bout how best buy will no longer be departmentalized. it'l be like fuckin wal mart. which is gay as fuck ofcourse. i mean no one goes to wal mart to get good customer service. (i say that as if a lot of peeps i work with actually do their jobs right, haha - excluding my close friends i work with ofcourse)
its just so wierd i see upper management acting different cuz i guess theyre scared of losing theyre position or getting demoted or some shit. and then there's customers, like random ppl my 'rents age that ask if we're hiring n shit. it blows my fuckin mind. i just wanna belt at the top of my lungs so every one in the store can hear me, somethin like "LOOK WHERE UR FUCKING COLLEGE DEGREE GOT U, U OLD FUCKER!" i find it so ironic i have no schooling whatsoever and im in a better position somehow than a lot of ppl from my folks' generation. (knock on wood ofcourse) this recession is real and i never thought i'd live during a time when that was something that was even remotely possible.
ive been recieving a decent amount of wedding invitations lately. which is the wierdest thing ever. atleast i can respond pretty normally to that one. it goes a lil different when an old friend of mine has kids. fuck. that. shit.
after a brief bout with strep i had in Jan i got a chest x ray. doc said i may have some bone loss in my spine. that made me super nervous but the doc didnt make it out to be a huge deal. so i went recently to get a bone density scan and im waiting on the results. my mom has a similiar condition and she just had to take calcium supliments for awhile. im really hoping thas all i gotta do. shit is scary. so if u love me, keep ur fingers crossed i guess.
think im bout all caught up. if u actually read this i spose ur informed now on what ive been up to.
a morning jog may be in the game plan this morning before i go into work at 10. i worry about breathing in all that pollen but i wanna go out there and just burn some of this pent up energy.
ya. thas all i got.
its cool i still enjoy writing in this gay thing i can admit it.
i'm finally settling in with things. So many learning experiences lately.
the band decided to start fresh. a very hard decision to make but its getting there. i'm lookin forward to 3 times a week practice. gotta save a shit ton of money by june to go record again. pretty pumped about the songs we do have, albeit we only have 4 currently. 3 of which are done and the 4th is being finalized.
had a decent amount of oppurtunities come my way as far as a love interest is concerned lately but i just dont care anymore. ive been happy just doin my thing and burying myself in these new songs and really focusing my energy on getting the band up and running again. and for the 1st time ever i am completely content. other than not playing a show for awhile atleast. that irks me to no end but once again this is all just some sort of learning experience. i believe i'll refer to this one in the future as 'who shouldnt play music and why' or something to that effect. i am happy to say things are pretty smoothed over with adam, however, that took some time.
its just such a comforting feeling to be surrounded by people that share the same goals and ambitions that i have. its getting me through this transition phase.
Somehow i am finally over meg. i never thought i'd be able to say that. things have a tendency to fizzle out and kinda go sour but time has healed most of those wounds. i do wish i could maintain some sort of cordial friendship or be on better terms with her, but all i can do is try i guess. i just hate running into her after not seeing or hearing from her in so long. and i try to do the right thing. i'll go out of my way to make it known id like to hear from her occasionally but its always a very one sided kinda thing and its so awkward. i keep telling myself atleast u tried ya know? i do feel deep down i'll get some closure there one day. its so strange but i sincerely hope she is doing well. i just worry about her. guess its never easy when u develop such a strong connection with someone. man, what an obvious statement to make. very true thou regardless.
my new car is amazing. having AC is amazing. not having to adjust my mirrors every time i crank up the car is amazing. paying a shit ton less for gas also amazing. i prolly take it all for granted. cept for the AC.
there are so many changes happening at work lately. and ive been getting a lot of experience dealing with idiots and mean asshats that want nothing more than to bother u and piss u off and ruin ur day. i'll always have animosity for customers but i am slowly getting the hang of dealing with all these mean folk. i figure they just need to vent cuz theyre pissed their dumb cheap as fuck computer is broken i get it ya know? so it has been interesting to try diff techniques to calm these fucks down. almost none of my attempts work ofcourse but i find myself almost looking to start an argument on some days. i just wanna figure out how my boss kurt does it all the time. ppl will be so pissed and yell and scream at him and 10 or 15 mins later they are in love with him. i wanna be able to do that. not so i can excel and do well as much as i just want mean customers to simply leave me the fuck alone.
best buy is announcing a re-orginization in the company on sat. im kinda nervous about the results. my dawg nate told me over heard a manager's conference call and they were talkin bout how best buy will no longer be departmentalized. it'l be like fuckin wal mart. which is gay as fuck ofcourse. i mean no one goes to wal mart to get good customer service. (i say that as if a lot of peeps i work with actually do their jobs right, haha - excluding my close friends i work with ofcourse)
its just so wierd i see upper management acting different cuz i guess theyre scared of losing theyre position or getting demoted or some shit. and then there's customers, like random ppl my 'rents age that ask if we're hiring n shit. it blows my fuckin mind. i just wanna belt at the top of my lungs so every one in the store can hear me, somethin like "LOOK WHERE UR FUCKING COLLEGE DEGREE GOT U, U OLD FUCKER!" i find it so ironic i have no schooling whatsoever and im in a better position somehow than a lot of ppl from my folks' generation. (knock on wood ofcourse) this recession is real and i never thought i'd live during a time when that was something that was even remotely possible.
ive been recieving a decent amount of wedding invitations lately. which is the wierdest thing ever. atleast i can respond pretty normally to that one. it goes a lil different when an old friend of mine has kids. fuck. that. shit.
after a brief bout with strep i had in Jan i got a chest x ray. doc said i may have some bone loss in my spine. that made me super nervous but the doc didnt make it out to be a huge deal. so i went recently to get a bone density scan and im waiting on the results. my mom has a similiar condition and she just had to take calcium supliments for awhile. im really hoping thas all i gotta do. shit is scary. so if u love me, keep ur fingers crossed i guess.
think im bout all caught up. if u actually read this i spose ur informed now on what ive been up to.
a morning jog may be in the game plan this morning before i go into work at 10. i worry about breathing in all that pollen but i wanna go out there and just burn some of this pent up energy.
ya. thas all i got.