Oct 15, 2008 21:44
so, did it again.
made a big deal out of a casual dinner.
shoulda known better.
mistake after mistake after mistake.
fuck this shit.
it was a step in the right direction.
but i am fucking done trying.
cuz it just aint worth it.
writing songs and freinds are all that really got me anywhere in the 1st place.
figured i could bridge the gap but it always gets me fucking no where.
so i gave it one last shot.
never again.