dizzy
its hard living off diet pepsi.
my mom is worried for me.
i get dizzy really easily.
i miss everything i used to have.
i miss you.
i miss being pleased and content.
i miss laughing like i mean it.
i miss talking to you for hours.
i miss being held and loved and protected. id give anything for peace of mind.
[my best childhood friend killed himself on thursday. i held the troll he gave me for my 8th birthday for hours. i can still see him riding his bike through the rain to give it to me. thats when you know childhood is over. i got the heaviest dose of reality.]
my mom is worried for me.
i get dizzy really easily.
i miss everything i used to have.
i miss you.
i miss being pleased and content.
i miss laughing like i mean it.
i miss talking to you for hours.
i miss being held and loved and protected. id give anything for peace of mind.
[my best childhood friend killed himself on thursday. i held the troll he gave me for my 8th birthday for hours. i can still see him riding his bike through the rain to give it to me. thats when you know childhood is over. i got the heaviest dose of reality.]