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I’m making some serious changes in my life.
One thing I’m changing is my look. Yea, I’ll be doing the goth thing a lot, but I’m gonna tone it down a bit and have some other looks too. I’m gonna wear some more colors. I still want to stand out, but “Mommy, look at that freak!” isn’t really the kind of reaction I like. I’d prefer something like “Hey dude, look at that chick! She’s freakin hot!”
And I want to lose weight. I want to be skinnier. So I’m spending less time sitting on my ass and I’m doing a major work-out every other night. Plus, I’m going to eat healthier. Less shit, less fries and pizza at school, more salads and yummy fruit.
I’m also super excited about my new hair look. It’ll take some time. I’m gonna have to go in Friday to get the color I have now stripped out and then I’ll have to get it bleached and get the pink streaks in on another day.
And I’m putting a lot of effort into my schoolwork now. I want good grades. I want to bring up my GPA a lot. I totally screwed myself over in the past few years, but if I work really super hard, I might be able to reverse what I did.
I’m also going to keep a more positive attitude.
So I’m hoping to make things better for myself instead of letting my depression get the best of me.
I really want to improve myself. I want to like who I am.
And besides, I want to bag me a boy. ^_^
And like they say, nobody will love you unless you love yourself.
One thing I’m changing is my look. Yea, I’ll be doing the goth thing a lot, but I’m gonna tone it down a bit and have some other looks too. I’m gonna wear some more colors. I still want to stand out, but “Mommy, look at that freak!” isn’t really the kind of reaction I like. I’d prefer something like “Hey dude, look at that chick! She’s freakin hot!”
And I want to lose weight. I want to be skinnier. So I’m spending less time sitting on my ass and I’m doing a major work-out every other night. Plus, I’m going to eat healthier. Less shit, less fries and pizza at school, more salads and yummy fruit.
I’m also super excited about my new hair look. It’ll take some time. I’m gonna have to go in Friday to get the color I have now stripped out and then I’ll have to get it bleached and get the pink streaks in on another day.
And I’m putting a lot of effort into my schoolwork now. I want good grades. I want to bring up my GPA a lot. I totally screwed myself over in the past few years, but if I work really super hard, I might be able to reverse what I did.
I’m also going to keep a more positive attitude.
So I’m hoping to make things better for myself instead of letting my depression get the best of me.
I really want to improve myself. I want to like who I am.
And besides, I want to bag me a boy. ^_^
And like they say, nobody will love you unless you love yourself.